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Sat, 22 Oct 2005 20:34:21 GMT

So i've decided to restart my journal, mainly because i screwed it up and wrote aload of crap that didn't need to be here and i just wasn't using it as a proper diary.

Basically recently i've been pretty confused with everyone and everything, everything is on top of me right now, and have you ever met someone so incredible that you just want to spend all day everyday with them? Well i found someone like that, someone my stomach flutters each time i set eyes on them and each time they talk to me i almost feel like i could die, seeing them just makes me feel all happy and fuzzy inside and the person is everything i could dream of in a person. Wonderfully lovely when they want to be and just downright funny and clumsy in a cute way. Okay, this is where it gets tricky, i feel so deeply about them im starting to worry i may have fallen that much for them, where im just bodering on the love line, which would be very bad because nothing can happen between us, as much as i'd love it too, basically they're the person who takes up all my brain-space and the person who made me get a D on my maths exam, which is pretty bad and is considerably fucking up things for me, but now i can't go back. I'm actually pretty glad i have 2 weeks off now, so i can pretend to get over them and just fall for them all over again when i go back on the monday. It's like those Alanis Morrisette lyrics...

"You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault"

....inside....outside.....

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